xmandycatx

Hello! Long time, so see! So what is all going on with me and my dA: I am working on my first official cosplay (one that I'm actually putting forth time, effort, and money (T_T) into). I've already previewed her as you might have already noticed. Her name is Clarissa Mae Susaki and for all you fellow Metal Gear Solid nerds, this is my interpretation of Meryl Silverburgh and Johnny Susaki's child (if they had one). I chose the name Clarissa because I just really like the name and it seems to fit and Mae is the middle name of the voice actress for the American version of Meryl. (Debi Mae West) Bio and Backstory: Clarissa Mae Susaki was born

She's a wild child Loves to have a good time She's full of darkness Twisted, dork and nerdy things make her happy She's a kitten Cuddly, meows, purrs to human touch She's a lover Giving all she can to make the other person happy She's a silent movie Her actions speak louder than words She's sad She wants to be loved She's emotional All she wants is a hug She's full of secrets All she wants is someone to listen and be there for her She's a fighter Keeps carrying on, keeping all of these things hidden within her Inside the outer shell.

Sitting alone in an enclosed shell No one to talk to, no one to reach out to. Your body shakes and trembles You reach out your fist and strike the wall The room echos. No one is there. You're cold and alone Spiraling downward in a flurry of your own irrational thoughts. You pop those prescription pills and pray that they kick in soon. You hang on tight because you're going down. Then suddenly, it stops. An uneasy calmness washes over. You mind stops buzzing You blink a few times and take a deep breath for what feels like the first time. Your body just shakes, like tremors after an earthquake. After a while you return to a semi-normal state to